Thursday, January 31, 2008

Outta sorts

Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter
and those matter, don't mind
`Dr Seuss
am simply going to blame it on a week of PMS!

But, it's kinda like I feel that I don't have control over anything in my life, and that, that I do have control over, I have little interest in!

Been selling a cosmetics range, but the heart ain't in it.
Since being back, the heart ain't in the scrapbooking either - once I get going, I still enjoy it, but the want to do it is lacking! When i get home, am too lazy to play with the camera most of the time, but that's one of the things the heart is still in - at least more than the other hobbies.

Me thinks it's just too much happening in my life ... new job in a new industry, new man, Miss T in new school, new dynamics ... just new new new ... too much new all at once! And I'm trying to keep everything in perspective ...controlled, don't let any one thing become more than another. But it feels like it could all be too much.

I think I'm going to hand over my team and concentrate the energies in web design, still prefer doing that and get my act together and take my photos.

Yes, that's what I'm going to do! Take one of the pressures off! I don't have time to baby anyone else! I have enuf babies already and this BL business is babying! Since there is a BL's meeting on Saturday morning, I'll take a few minutes and tell my SM that I'm out.

That's about all that's on my mind for today ... hope y'all have a fabulous evening.


1 comment:

  1. We all get that way from time to time don't we?

    I don't understand half of what you wrote about, but looks like you are making decisions...that's good.


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